So here has been a crazy update on my life:
- *New Job
- *Laid Off From New Job
- *Living in London for a year
- *Get's Even Better New Job
- *Boyfriend in London
- *Move Back to MI
- *Break up with bf(I don't do long-term nor do I do the online thing any longer ) (but still friends, MOST of the time I leave my relationships on a amiable note. Just like how a good tenant should leave their rented space clean and in better condition then you left it.)
- *No Time for Art
- *Austin comes to MI and we chill like cool bitches
Wow! I have really moved on from DA and art. I still sketch from time to time, and I've been contemplating coming back. But ugh! everything seems so kiddie here to me now. Like, everything is childish to me. I remember being so deathly insecure and wanting to be "DA popular
(whatever it is that I thought I was aiming for) and getting some where on this site. But when I went out into the world, you find none of that matters. Or maybe it's just a definite thing that comes with age and maturity.
No one wants to be sucked into the computer and internet 24/7 and lack a LIFE, that would just suck. And I was going down that road, people are so "plugged" in these days, and I guess I just needed internal solace and disconnect myself from my peers for a bit.
Deviantart has changed so much. Literally! since my last post back in 2013, I swear I have not been on this site...once
. I never checked it, thought of it, thought of the people on it, nor thought of the art I left behind. I have been well and happy. I've been far too busy thriving within the real world
. I have tangible goals and opportunities for myself now.
I have NEW platitudes now, want 'love/romance' now. Things that never even crossed my mind before. Such as wanting a family now has been one of those things. So that's something I will work on, I am financially secure and I have a tad bit more time to start focusing on dating/marriage/children. I'll been what? 25 in August? I need to get it moving
. I don't want to be some 27-28 year old hag waiting for some proverbial prince charming to run along and just sweep me up.
But I refuse to do that Sex in The City, New York job interview type of dating. Yuck! Not my style. I prefer to meet a nice friend, and we go from there. I never counted online dating as "dating" per se, I see it more as a pinpal
. Which is why I find it absolutely repulsive at the thought of me online dating ever again(I'm embarrassed to think that I did do the online dating thing. Yuck!) . I find it silly in retrospect now that I'm older. Because its so much more differently in the real world then face-time or texting. Also all of my old art is coming out the VAULTS! YES!
But that's all. I'm doing nothing HUGE! Just normal life stuff...whatever that is. lol Side Note:
Also DA, Love the new system. It's nice. I almost forgot how to work this crazy thing haha Random Note:
It's raining out, but it feels GREAT!